As I Fall Into December

This piece came as I listened to a beautifully haunting piece my sister channelled on her harp. As I let the sound wash over me I have visions of myself suspended in this midnight blue water. Endlessly deep, I am just floating naked staring straight ahead at myself watching the vision expectantly. I begin to hear a voice in the harp singing out to me, and I fall into my heart sobbing. Wave, after wave crashing over me. As I lay on my floor swimming in endless tears I feel surrounded by this energy, calling me to remember something that I forgot. These are the words that the song in the harp spoke:

"You're haunted in my memories

Tell me when I can ever be free of you

Etched into my every dream

Can't you hear my distant screams 

As I fall into December 

Who are you as I float away

Wanders on a lonely day

You are the one that I live for

Seek you behind every door

You taunt me with this game of yours

My twin my one forever more

As I fall into December

You say You are me and I am you

Then where are you in this game of war

I call to you, but hear nothing more

I feel you in my deepest heart

Watching me

As I fall into December"

Marisha